I am a stronghold, I am a citadel,
I am what you can not collide, a walled rock with closed shutters.
I have no secrets, I have no passions.
I have nothing to share with you, across this ghost wonderland.
I don't need you, I don't hate you,
I am not dead inside, I am just afraid to live, love and lose.
"Tears, idle tears, I know not what they mean,
Tears from the depths of some devine despair
Rise in the heart, and gather to the eyes,
In looking on the happy autumn fields,
And thinking of the days that are no more."